{"product_id":"book-no7t","title":"Will I Hate Myself?","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eWhat if chasing your dream didn’t lead to fame or fortune—but to something far more honest?\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAt 36, Pat Treuer had the life people post about: six-figure job, corporate status, an apartment with a skyline view—and a quiet voice in his head screaming, \u003cem\u003e“Is this it?”\u003c\/em\u003e So he did what any rational person would do: he walked away from it all to tell jokes in bars for drink tickets and half-interested crowds.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThen came the pandemic. Pat launched a comedy business that brought in a million dollars—then reinvested every penny into a YouTube series that made exactly zero. Not a typo. Zero.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBy 42, he found himself not chasing the next punchline, but rebuilding a life from scratch. On purpose, this time.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eWill I Hate Myself\u003c\/strong\u003e is a hilariously raw, painfully honest memoir about risking everything, failing gloriously, and learning to create a life that actually fits. It’s part comedy crash reel, part spiritual sledgehammer.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIf you’ve ever wondered whether you waited too long to change your life, felt stuck in a “successful” version of someone else’s dream, or asked yourself, \u003cem\u003e“Is this all there is?”\u003c\/em\u003e—this book is for you.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThrough panic attacks, bad gigs, and moments of absurd grace, Pat offers more than laughs—he offers proof that it’s never too late to go off-script and start telling the truth.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eThis isn’t about making it. It’s about making it count.\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Findaway World, LLC","offers":[{"title":"Audiobook","offer_id":49843898122544,"sku":"BDno7t","price":19.82,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0879\/2784\/9264\/files\/737377-no7t-Square.jpg?v=1747893796","url":"https:\/\/downpour.com\/products\/book-no7t","provider":"Downpour","version":"1.0","type":"link"}