{"product_id":"book-k6nu","title":"Four Seconds","description":"\u003cp\u003e\"I'm not going to try it,\" I said.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"You'll like it,\" she argued.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"I know I'll like it,\" I said. \"That's why I'm not going to try it.\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"Try it just this once and I'll never ask you to do it again.\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cp\u003eThat WAS a deal. I slipped back into the driver's seat while Pat corn-rowed two neat lines of the silky white powder on the back of a plastic cassette tape cover.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cp\u003eFifteen hundred dollars every month, an abusive boyfriend, a molested child, a lost family, hotels for houses, a ruined leg, a gun to my head, a knife to my butt, a jail cell all my own. Black eyes, bruised days, broken hours. Looking back, it seems strange what I gave up to get my roommate off my back.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cp\u003eIt only took four seconds.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cp\u003e***\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cp\u003eIn her debut memoir, Andrade tells of her years with cocaine and crystal methamphetamines-using, then selling-until all she had left of the life she wanted was a chalk outline and a pack of cigarettes. This is the story of her use and recovery, of the people who frustrated and inspired her, of her decision to leave the drug world.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cp\u003eIt is the story of her slow, often unsteady walk home.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eAuthor's note: This is the complete story for Four Seconds. It includes Four Seconds to Fall, Four Seconds to Break, and Four Seconds to Heal. \u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"INAudio","offers":[{"title":"Audiobook","offer_id":49511071842608,"sku":"BDk6nu","price":9.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0879\/2784\/9264\/files\/k6nu-Square-cover.jpg?v=1773723386","url":"https:\/\/downpour.com\/products\/book-k6nu","provider":"Downpour","version":"1.0","type":"link"}