{"product_id":"book-jv6c","title":"Never Better... Thanks","description":"\u003cp\u003eWhen I envisioned the life that I wanted for myself, I pictured myself sitting in a rocking chair in the nursery me and my husband had spent months designing. I pictured looking down at a baby that resembled the both of us, and thanking God that he chose me to be their mother.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align: start\"\u003eMy reality was that I was staring down at another negative pregnancy test and realizing the possibility that I had failed another cycle of IVF, alone.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align: start\"\u003eThere was no husband here to comfort me, or a nursery that I could sit and sob in. Each time that one line appeared, a small piece of me always died inside. It was like the plastic test was determining my future. My fate. Letting me know I wasn’t worthy of giving life. Becoming the one thing I had always wanted to become: a mother.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align: start\"\u003eAfter taking this failed pregnancy test, I had to tie my scrubs, plaster a smile on my face and go out there and care for my patients. So, when someone smiled and asked me the dreaded question … How are you? I always smiled, though dying on the inside, and responded with, Never better … thanks.\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Recorded Books, Inc.","offers":[{"title":"Audiobook","offer_id":49398409494832,"sku":"BDjv6c","price":24.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true},{"title":"Audio CD","offer_id":50115526754608,"sku":"ZEjv6c","price":55.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true},{"title":"Audio MP3-CD","offer_id":50115526787376,"sku":"ZMjv6c","price":45.95,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0879\/2784\/9264\/files\/660521-jv6c-Square.jpg?v=1735505264","url":"https:\/\/downpour.com\/products\/book-jv6c","provider":"Downpour","version":"1.0","type":"link"}