{"product_id":"book-bs5f","title":"I Swear I'll Make It Up to You","description":"\u003cp\u003eAn odyssey of family, heartbreak, violence, punk rock, brokenness,  broke-ness, sex, love, loss, drinking, drinking, drinking, and an  unlikely savior: distance running.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eA misfit kid at the best  of times, Mishka Shubaly had his world shattered when, in a  twenty-four-hour span in 1992, he survived a mass shooting on his  school's campus, then learned that his parents were getting divorced.  His father, a prominent rocket scientist, abandoned the family and their  home was lost to foreclosure. Shubaly swore to avenge the wrongs  against his mother, but instead plunged into a magnificently toxic love  affair with alcohol.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAlmost two decades later, Shubaly's life  changed again when a fateful five-mile run after a bar fight inspired  him to clean up his life. And when he finally reconnected with his  estranged father, he discovered the story of his childhood was radically  different from what he thought he knew.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e  In this fiercely  honest, emotional, and self-laceratingly witty book, Shubaly relives his  mistakes, misfortunes, and infrequent good decisions: the disastrous  events that fractured his life; his incendiary romances; his  hot-and-cold career as a rock musician; meeting his newborn nephew while  out of his gourd on cough syrup. \u003ci\u003eI Swear I'll Make It Up to You\u003c\/i\u003e  is an apology for choices Shubaly never thought he'd live long enough to  regret, a journey so far down the low road that it took him years of  running to claw his way back.\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Blackstone Publishing","offers":[{"title":"Audiobook","offer_id":49301129363760,"sku":"BDbs5f","price":22.95,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true},{"title":"Audio CD","offer_id":49301129396528,"sku":"ZEbs5f","price":34.95,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true},{"title":"Audio MP3-CD [ZM]","offer_id":49301129429296,"sku":"ZMbs5f","price":29.95,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":false}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0879\/2784\/9264\/files\/bs5f-Square-cover.jpg?v=1775797246","url":"https:\/\/downpour.com\/products\/book-bs5f","provider":"Downpour","version":"1.0","type":"link"}